| well i think i have made yet another not so decent choice that well could turn into a very bad choice or it could start goin toward the good end of the scale i guess time will tell and we shall see. i go back to stilly in 4 days and im STOKED!!! but not sostoked for rush it makes me want to kill myself and other people. the thought of rush makes me sick i mean its not my thing to pick people apart and listen to girls go but she is pretty blah balh blah but i guess the pillow fights in our underwear are fun. and thats all i have to say |
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| so im sittin here in the basement oh hes bored out of my mind and i thought to myself why not give the readers a treat and write somethging. not that i actaully have any readers. Ya its dead week meaning next week will be the week of no sleep for me but more importantly its abt 2 weeks till my birthday which is kinda cool but ill be back home in houston w/o all my lovely oklahoma friends i mean talk abt sad times. At least i wont be drivin 8 hours home to houston on my birthday like i did last year and then when i get home realize that i dint even get a birthday cake b/c well im not really allowed to have one. I mean damn the man and all his rules. This year im doin something really diff just ya know to change it up and be random i think im gonna go fishing w/ nate. I wanted to do something i had never done b4 and i think ill enjoy it. Tonight is room picks aka mass chaos , words of hate, and pretty much the end of the world i mean it might cause the 2nds comming of christ but honestly im not really worried abt it like everyon else is no biggie. |
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| im starting to believe that there are some people in this world that dont even to deserve to exist . its sad but im thinkin it may be true |
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| my mommy is coming in 48 hours and im so excited i can bearly stand it |
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| wanna talk abt how my last week was the week from hell? ok lets. how abt we begin w/ last sunday sound good? great im glad u agree. so i wont go into details abt this one but something really mean was said abt me to a large group of people and this something was very untrue and hurtful. now we move to lets say i believe wednesday. so all of from sunday to wednesday i was happy out of my mind even tho something bad had already happened b/c nate was going to fly down for luau and that pretty much trumped the bad. I mean how much fun would that have been luau w/ nate b/c well duh i shouldnt even have to explain. it would have been so nice to see him considering i never do b/c he is like 22 hours away which is well gay. He was gonna come down w/ a bunch of his buddies from the naval academy and they were gonna take some of my friends and well it was gonna be one hell of a time. WELL DUNDUNDUH of course he tells me it just wont work out because no matter what the earliest fligth he could find wouldnt get in until 10 so by the time he got to stilly it would be 11 and there would be no point in going to the date party talk abt a bummer. And lets just remember that usually in all years past that luau is on a saturday but because of circumstances its on a friday this year. If it ahd been on a saturday we would have been just fine but oh no its just not in the cards. Now we move to the next glorious day we know as thrusday so we have a back drop to paint for vr and well like 4 people are helping lets remember this thing is huge liek 50ft by 30 or something and involves a ton of detail so i stay up all night working on it b/c im scared ti wont get done by the time its due saturday morning agt 10 am . SO me and like 4 other people are doing our best to get it done and i dont get alot of sleep thru or fri night. Saturday morning after being up all night i have to wake my happy lil self up and go run in a 5K for another sororities philanthropy. Now once upon a time i ran cross country in highschool so i figured this wouldnt be to bad. Oh how i have forgotten how incredibly out of shape i am. I felt like a 300 lb woman trying to speed walk so basically i sucked and felt like i was going to die or atleast throw up. so after that i sleep all day and i think well its finally saturday so there isnt much of a week left so not much more bad could happen oh how i was wrong. I geta call from my best friend from home who was gonna drive the 8 hours up to OSU w/ my mom to see my Vr show and she regretfully informs me she cant come but doesnt give me a clear reason y. Well my dad then decides that my mom cant come b/c well he doesnt like the idea of my mom driving 8 hours alone on friday adn then 8 back on saturday. NOw let me remind you that im not going hoem for spring break or for the rest of the semester and i wont be seeimg my parents any other time. So i hope she can geta flight well they are all like out of this world expensive b/c its such late notice and i have no way of picking her up from the airport. The end of my awful week thanks for listening to me bitch alot the end |
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